You're within me, ALWAYS!

I can easily feel lost and worried, because I'm the kind of person who always like to have a plan a head for tomorrow, but God is teaching me to let go of that and to trust Him, and knowing that by planning for my future or worrying about it wont take me anywhere! I spend most of my time imagining my future, that I miss enjoying my present and what God provide me for the day, and because I try to play God planning what's good and bad for me from my own human limited perspective, there's actually no room for God to be my partner and to guide my steps. How can I take control over my future when it's not even real yet? and this is the moment when I'll start to freak out and feel alone and lost. It's amazing cause those feelings are the result of me choosing to put God aside of my future planning process.

But because My God and Father is Almighty and Loves me so much, I had one of my best times with Him this morning when it was clear to me more than ever what does it mean to have the Holy spirit within me?

To have the Holy Spirit is to have God within me,
everywhere I go, everything I do You're within me,
in every pain, in every gain You're within me,
in every storm, in every dream You're within me,
in every hope, in every fall You're within me,
in every tear, in every fear You're within me.

I'm NEVER alone, You never meant for me to be alone, I have the Holy Spirit, So I can always feel you within me and for that I'm so thankful.

How can I feel lost or pain or worried, when I have you within me in every second of my life!

I pray that I will always allow the work of the Holy Spirit in my life, to let you guide me in my path, and when it's hard I'll still try to listen to your words and obey. I want you to be in control, I just don't know how sometimes, show me teach me.

Amen